Wanted to get this off my chest for a while, so basically theres too many people calling me a tranny online lately which makes me really want to hurt myself + online friends started to hate stuff that i like and some of the stuff that they said hurt my feelings a bit but its ok i respect their opinions beacuse they are my friends after all right? And also im starting to cry again for my mom that died of covid 3 years ago.

Im ok i just wish that i was born a female so that people can stop calling me slurs and encouriging me to kill myself, im starting not to trust my bf and my lesbian friend who keeps telling me that im still valid no matter what (the last friend that told me that i was valid became obsessed with n@zï stuff, started to act extremely transphobic and started to draw řąpë art of me and some friends) and i discovered the hard way that a friend of mine who i've been friends with for 8 years since the Xbox One days is transphobic and started to spam message me some of the most putrid stuff i've read i genuine contemplated about §ùīčïđę many times because of that but i didnt do it because i already scratched my arms alot to the point that i started to feel my flesh. ¯\_(ツ)_/¯

Once again. Im ok im just not in the most healthy mindset right now i think i yapped enough in this post alone so i better get going i'll probably return once i get proper help from a professional or my real life "friends" or if i feel alright to be online again i dont plan on doing harmful stuff to me or anybody... yet, i will still post art i have some artworks that are scheduled to be posted by itself this and next week so uh yeah i hope some of you thats reading this (which are probably zero) understand my reasoning.

-Dan