2 days ago while i was taking out the trash at the corner of my eye i saw what appeared to be a skunk (because where i live my neighborhood has a bit of a problem with skunks but not that many luckily) then i jumped back, got scared and screamed but it wasnt a skunk.

It was a really cute tuxedo kitten that approached me :3

And i also felt bad because the kitten looked sad and lonely but i couldnt bring her into my house because

1. I have a puppy and i was scared that she would hurt the kitten (because her teeth and nails HURT and shes only 4 months old).

2. My dad probably wouldnt approve of another pet in the house considering how much of a pain a 4 month old mutt gives us.

3. Also my dad said that im allergic to cats but idk if its true or not because i remember i saw a orange cat at a pet shop once and the owner let me pet it and i didnt have any allergic reactions idk i think its a lie because before getting a puppy i asked him about wanting to have a cat before.

4. The kitten might have already have a owner but idk i dont remember seeing a collar on it to confirm because it was too dark (also why would you let your kitten be outside at night?).

And 5. I was scared that it might have some sort of disease that could be contagious to a human (no joke if i get 1 tummy ache im already on a coma).

So yeah with without any options i went inside and as i was entering my home i looked back and i saw the kitten sitting staring at me looking sad and i genuinely felt bad for it i really wanted to cry which i eventually did later why didnt i bring it with her? Couldnt i atleast convince my dad to keep it? or atleast take care of it and eventually give it out to a pet adoption center or someone i know? Look i know this isnt my fault but i feel like a asshole for not doing anything about it literally feeling like the worst human being right now.

I even came back later to see if the kitten was still near but the kitten was long gone god i FUCKING hate myself for letting this happen im only imagining what bad things the poor kitten is experiencing right now without proper care from a owner or a mother cat.

Im sorry that you're reading this but i hate when i see animals in these conditions one thing that Fluttershy from mlp taught me is to always take care of animals when they are in these conditions and i didnt and thats why im regretting my life decisions during that day im sorry i talked too much here sorry im at the verge of almost crying again :(

-Dan

I've been awake since the 19th but only recently i have now the strength and energy to use my phone and stuff.

Apparently something went wrong during the surgery that the nurse didnt explain it to me which led me into having to stay in the hospital for a few more days so im here just laying in bed watching My Little Pony or random youtube videos and ocassionally being fed and having help to use the bathroom because my ermmm... "new body part" hurts whenever i move my legs which sucks because even the slightest move makes it hurt.

On a more positive note a friend of mine visited me recently and it was so nice! she talked about how she was happy that the surgery went okay (well... almost okay lol) and also some stuff that i missed and she even gave me a Dogman book (the 2nd one because the 1st one was out of stock at the library that she went) and i found the story really entertaining i think im gonna get the other books for myself :)

(Also i was supposed to go to the movie theater with her to watch the new movie that recently released but the day that we were supposed to go was the same day that i went to get my surgery and she had to watch it alone i feel really bad for her 😭)

So uh yeah maybe when i get out of the hospital i'll finally post a drawing i already have one sketched on my artbook which only needs to the colored and eventually digitized and spoiler alert: its going to be pokemon related ;) and i also made a bunch of doodles that i'll post but i think i also need to digitize it because newgrounds doesnt like sketches on the art portal so yeah stay tuned for that.

And also thanks for leaving all of those positive messages on my last news post im really happy that you folks are proud of my change :3

-Dan

I dont know how to write this because i cant describe the amount of JOY and HAPPINESS that i having when i received the news as of im writing this on friday yes i write my news posts and post it at a different day but yeah on sunday im going to the hospital to get the rest of my private parts changed and im really excited that im finally going to become a real girl!

Will the dysphoria of having a wiener and balls finally be gone? I dont know! Im too happy to think about that! :D

So uh yeah i hope that you folks that are reading this (which i hope there are people that are reading this otherwise im just talking to a virtual wall) are proud and happy of me for making this small but huge risky change in my life which will probably affect the near future in a bad way but i dont care! i always knew as a kid that i was born wrong and that now teen me will correct it

I will also be forever thankful for my 2 best friends Looper and Tomii for supporting my change back when i first announced it:

(oh god that drawing looks god awful)

Seeing the replies at the time made me really happy to the point where i almost cried tears of joy seeing that my internet friends really cared about me (except some other "friends" that left me in the dust when i announced it that i wont mention their names 😒)

So uhhh yeah im going to the hospital tomorrow and i'll see if i can get one last drawing to be posted here its already finished i just need to digitize it blah blah blah ok byeeeeeee :P

-Dan

Why is bro this desperate 💀

LOOK AT HER!!! >.<

Her name is Luna shes a 1 month old mutt

And shes also a bit stupid (she pooped and started to eat her own feces while i tried to find cleaning supplies).

Im really really REALLY excited about having her because its the first time ive had any type of pet in my life. Well... except the fish that i had a as a kid that my cousin overfed it til it exploded and apparently a turtle that my sister told me i had as a toddler but i dont remember anything about having a turtle as a toddler so i think shes lying.

And um yeah i just wanted to tell and show you folks that i have a dog now and hopefully ill be able to afford better stuff for her because as you can see in the image above she sleeps in a little towel so yeah i hope you folks liked seeing Luna :P

-Dan

IM FINE FOLKS i really really REALLY want to forgive you all for writing all that sad shit on my previous news post!

The past few weeks I've seeked help from my parents and they actually helped me (for once instead of just laughing at my face) they took me to some places to get professional help for me and i also took some meds which made me happy since i never heard from the voices ever again i also started to get in touch with my bf again he said that he missed me alot and that he was worried about what i've posted .

Im not gonna post much as of right now my school is currently having their final exams before school ends and me who wants to really pass 9th grade im currently focusing on studying instead of making silly online artworks but DONT WORRY the silly online artworks will return once i finish all the exams (which theres two left) so stay tuned i love you all for supporting me :3

-Dan

Wanted to get this off my chest for a while, so basically theres too many people calling me a tranny online lately which makes me really want to hurt myself + online friends started to hate stuff that i like and some of the stuff that they said hurt my feelings a bit but its ok i respect their opinions beacuse they are my friends after all right? And also im starting to cry again for my mom that died of covid 3 years ago.

Im ok i just wish that i was born a female so that people can stop calling me slurs and encouriging me to kill myself, im starting not to trust my bf and my lesbian friend who keeps telling me that im still valid no matter what (the last friend that told me that i was valid became obsessed with n@zï stuff, started to act extremely transphobic and started to draw řąpë art of me and some friends) and i discovered the hard way that a friend of mine who i've been friends with for 8 years since the Xbox One days is transphobic and started to spam message me some of the most putrid stuff i've read i genuine contemplated about §ùīčïđę many times because of that but i didnt do it because i already scratched my arms alot to the point that i started to feel my flesh. ¯\_(ツ)_/¯

Once again. Im ok im just not in the most healthy mindset right now i think i yapped enough in this post alone so i better get going i'll probably return once i get proper help from a professional or my real life "friends" or if i feel alright to be online again i dont plan on doing harmful stuff to me or anybody... yet, i will still post art i have some artworks that are scheduled to be posted by itself this and next week so uh yeah i hope some of you thats reading this (which are probably zero) understand my reasoning.

-Dan

left: may 27th 2022

right: july 14th 2024

Rest In Piece "danielisawesome"

2020-2022

Below you can see 1 of 3 surviving snapshots from the wayback machine:

From what i thought at the time was a smart idea to delete it to get people to stop following me and to follow my new account now turned into my biggest regret

Now newgrounds shall remember you for your great artworks suck as pico, pico, hello from windows 7, tails is pregnant XD, sonic and tails gets married, sonic and tails kis- wait what the fuck???

Yknow what nevermind im glad that old shit is long gone fuck that and fuck old Dan lmao

A while ago a really REALLY while ago i posted a drawing that i made as a gift for one of my friends birthday but recently i un-published it due to a announcement in a discord server that she made about wanting people to not post gift drawings of her in any social media due to a traumatic experience she had 4 years ago that she doesnt want to talk about it so in respect i deleted it and its no longer available for viewing so i would like to apologize about ever making a gift for a person that i like being public for everybody to see and i feel sorry about the terrible experience you had i hope you've got better from it

Have a good one Looper

-Dan